I feel the need to post something... but what to post, what to post? I was contemplating this as I got ready for bed. Oh sure I have a lot of things to talk about but it's all so insubstantial. So hmmm...
I kind of just like the idea of putting my thoughts out there. Just feeling the keys give when I push them. No real momentous thoughts going on, though. Just the random day to day stuff, as per usual: where am I going to live in a month? am I going to get a job? if I could have my dream job... what is it? what am I standing on? how much money do I have in the bank? what bills do I need to pay? am I loosing weight? why does it feel like I'm getting sick? should I be taking these meds? what all do I want to do tomorrow... what do I have to do? sure is snowing a lot, maybe lily will want a walk?
and so on and so forth...
These are things I blog about all the time. I wonder what there is new to talk about. Meh... not much.
I'm not depressed enough to write. I'm not happy enough not to. Make sense?
Maybe I should go see a doctor this year? I feel like that would be a good thing...
What I really want to see is a psychiatrist! I've always wanted to go to a shrink!! In undergrad I had to go to a "counselor" as part of my psychology course... extra credit and all that. But it wasn't fun... it was lame. I want to see a real doctor. Someone who can diagnose me!! Wouldn't that be so exciting?! I wish I was a psychologist. I love observing human behavior and sussing out problems and the like. I think that woulda been such a cool career. That or a theologist. I probably would have enjoyed that, too. I think I might start reading a purpose driven life... this whole lent thing has really put me in the mood to "delve deeper" as it were. Hmm, perhaps I'll scrounge that out tomorrow.
Aya, my throat burns... yukky acid reflux! But lils is here to visit, so that'll do for typing I suppose.
